Work-Life Balance When You Were Raised to Work Hard
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For years, I struggled with the concept of work-life balance.
Not with the scheduling of it. With the concept. The more I examined it, the less I believed that a clean balance was something a person could actually achieve, and the more I noticed how much guilt I carried for failing to reach it.
Why "Balance" Never Quite Fit
As a young professional I worked tirelessly, convinced that my worth was tied to long hours, thinking that I was a better person for working myself to exhaustion. As a consequence of that mindset, I found myself tired, unhappy, and disconnecting from other important areas and relationships in my life.
It was at that point that I knew it was time to re-evaluate my relationship with productivity and how it was affecting my self-worth and what I valued. The realization was setting in that my personal and work life were out of balance.
The pandemic years brought this into the open for a lot of people, particularly women, who found themselves adapting to sudden changes at work while parenting and educating children at home. Some faced the very difficult decision of leaving the workforce to meet family and household demands. That period sharpened my awareness of the issue. It also challenged the idea that work-life balance was ever a realistic thing to reach for in the first place.
What I Was Taught About Work
As a daughter of immigrants who worked tirelessly toward a better future, I grew up with a strong work ethic and the belief that I should work hard and be grateful for my job, no matter how difficult it was or how dissatisfied I felt.
Achievements were prioritized over passion for a job. Not pursuing your dreams in order to be practical was expected.
Growing up in a hierarchical family, where I learned almost from infancy that my opinion often didn't matter, made it extremely difficult to disagree with a supervisor. Being raised in an environment that prized how things looked from the outside, and where you did not discuss personal struggles at work, only added shame and self-blame for being in a dissatisfying job.
If any of this sounds familiar, you already know that these are not simply beliefs you can decide to stop holding. They were installed early, for reasons that usually made sense at the time.
How Those Messages Show Up at Work
After graduating college, I landed that new job and began to understand that overly competitive and challenging work environments didn't sit well with me, personally or professionally. The mindset I had carried since childhood did not serve me well when it came time to create boundaries, to rest when I needed to, to advocate for myself, or to negotiate a better salary. I was so focused on producing and working beyond my capacity that I lost sight of what mattered to me.
In practice, these early messages tend to show up as:
Difficulty saying no to additional work, even at capacity
Treating rest as something to be earned rather than something you need
Reluctance to disagree with a manager or push back on a deadline
Not negotiating salary, or accepting the first number offered
Guilt when you are not being productive
Keeping quiet about a bad work situation because struggling feels like ingratitude
Measuring your worth by output rather than by anything else
Balance Is Not Equal Time
In life, there is rarely equal balance across the many hats we wear: employee, employer, parent, son or daughter, spouse, partner, friend, sibling. Between life's ebbs and flows, demands that take up more of our time are a necessary part of being human.
This is where I think the phrase does people harm. "Balance" implies a scale that should sit level, so any week it does not sit level reads as failure. Most weeks it will not sit level. That is not a personal shortcoming, it is how a life with more than one commitment in it actually works.
What Actually Helped Me
What needed to happen to better serve my version of balance was to identify what was a priority in my life and create boundaries around it.
Name your actual priorities. Not the ones you think you should have. The ones you would defend if something had to give this week.
Build boundaries around those priorities specifically. A boundary in the abstract does not hold. A boundary attached to something you care about does.
Hold yourself accountable to them. If I didn't want to work around the clock, then I needed to limit myself, and hold myself to that limit, and find joy in other areas of my life. Nobody else was going to enforce it.
Adjust the expectation. Things can be temporarily out of balance and that is okay. Expecting otherwise adds a second problem on top of the first one.
Look at what you have already survived. Many of us have been through difficult and demanding times. Remembering our prior successes and strengths during those times is proof that we can manage what comes our way.
By implementing boundaries and keeping myself accountable, I was able to live according to my values, and to stop neglecting myself and the other important areas of my life.
A Place to Start
If you want something concrete to do with this, try it in three steps.
Write down the roles you are currently holding. Employee, parent, partner, caregiver, friend, and whatever else applies. Seeing the actual number on paper is often clarifying by itself.
For each one, write what you would want it to receive in an ordinary week, and what it is actually receiving right now. You are not looking for equal shares. You are looking for the gaps that bother you most.
Pick the single largest gap and set one boundary around it this week. One. Small enough that you will actually keep it, because a boundary you break confirms the story that you cannot have one.
Then notice what comes up when you hold it. For many people raised the way I was, the discomfort that follows a kept boundary is the most useful information in the whole exercise. That discomfort is usually where the real work is, and it is worth bringing to a therapist rather than pushing through alone.
When to Talk to a Therapist
If you recognize yourself in the section on what you were taught about work, that is worth exploring with someone. These beliefs are durable, they are often tangled up with family loyalty and love, and they rarely respond to being told they are irrational.
If you're ready to include your own needs in your work-life balance equation, let's start mapping that out for you. Book your free 20-minute phone consultation below.
Frequently Asked Questions
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The phrase is misleading more than it is false. "Balance" suggests equal time across your roles, which almost never happens and sets people up to feel like they are failing at an ordinary week. What tends to work better is deciding what your actual priorities are, building boundaries around those specifically, and accepting that things will be temporarily uneven.
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Because the beliefs underneath it were often formed early and carry real family meaning. Growing up with the message to work hard and be grateful for any job, in a family where disagreeing with an elder was not done, makes pushing back on a manager or negotiating a salary feel like more than a professional decision. It can feel like a betrayal of the people who sacrificed to get you there.
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Start smaller than feels meaningful, and expect the guilt rather than waiting for it to go away first. Guilt after a reasonable boundary is usually a sign that the boundary is unfamiliar, not that it is wrong. If the guilt is intense or persistent, that is a good thing to work through with a therapist rather than trying to reason your way out of alone.
